Chapter 4: Chapter 4: Damien's Burden
The days in the village dragged on, each one heavier than the last. The haunting skies and whispers of the void seemed to press down on the villagers, and Damien felt their weight more keenly than anyone. For most, there was still a spark of fear, a will to resist the unknown creeping into their lives. For Damien, there was only emptiness.
He sat on the edge of the small wooden bridge that spanned the narrow stream running through the village. The water below trickled lazily, its flow unaffected by the chaos above and around them. Damien stared at the surface, watching the ripples distort his reflection.
A gaunt face stared back at him, pale and thin, framed by unkempt dark hair. His hollow eyes seemed to echo the void itself, and the faint lines around his mouth betrayed the years of struggle and despair he had endured. At sixteen, Damien felt as though his life had already ended, leaving only a husk behind.
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The weight of his memories bore down on him. Damien's earliest recollections were of loss: the fire that took his parents when he was barely old enough to understand what death meant, the loneliness that followed, and the pitying glances of the villagers who took him in but never truly accepted him as one of their own.
Old Geralt had provided him with a roof and food, but there was no affection in the arrangement. Damien was a burden to him, and the old man made no effort to hide it.
"You're lucky I took you in," Geralt would say, his voice gruff. "The world doesn't owe you anything, boy. Best you remember that."
Damien had remembered. He had learned early on to expect nothing from life, to keep his head down and endure. But even that endurance had its limits.
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He felt out of place in the world. The other villagers went about their lives with a sense of purpose, however small. They tilled the soil, mended roofs, and traded goods at the marketplace. Even as the sky above fractured and the whispers of the void grew louder, they clung to their routines as though they could stave off the unknown through sheer stubbornness.
Damien had no such routines. His days were filled with menial tasks Geralt assigned him, chores that left him exhausted but empty. He had no dreams to chase, no ambitions to fulfill.
He sometimes wondered if he should be afraid of the changes happening around him. The whispers, the disappearances, the rift in the sky — all of it should have terrified him. But instead, he felt detached, as though he were watching a story unfold from a distance.
What did it matter if the village fell into the void or if the rift consumed the sky? His life had always been a fragile thread, stretched thin and ready to snap at any moment.
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Damien's thoughts were interrupted by the sound of footsteps on the bridge. He turned to see Mira approaching, her expression as troubled as his own.
"You're always here," she said softly, sitting beside him.
Damien shrugged. "Where else would I go?"
Mira didn't respond immediately. She followed his gaze to the stream below, her fingers tracing idle patterns on the wooden railing.
"Do you ever think about leaving?" she asked suddenly.
"Leaving the village?"
She nodded.
Damien let out a bitter laugh. "And go where? The forest? The mountains? It's all the same, isn't it? Wherever you go, you carry yourself with you."
Mira frowned. "That's a grim way to look at things."
"It's the truth," Damien said, his voice flat.
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The truth, as Damien saw it, was that he was incapable of change. He had tried, once, to find meaning in his existence. He had tried to connect with others, to build something resembling a life. But every effort had been met with indifference or failure.
He thought of the times he had watched the other villagers from a distance — their laughter, their camaraderie. It was like observing another species, one that spoke a language he couldn't understand.
He envied them, but he also resented them. They had something he couldn't grasp, something he couldn't even name.
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Mira broke the silence. "You're not the only one who feels... lost, you know."
Damien glanced at her, surprised.
She smiled faintly. "Everyone's scared. Even the ones who pretend they're not. The sky, the void... it's all too big, too strange. We're just small pieces caught in it."
Her words struck a chord in Damien, though he wasn't sure why.
"What's the point of being scared?" he muttered. "It doesn't change anything."
"No," Mira admitted. "But maybe it means we still care."
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The idea of caring felt foreign to Damien. What was there to care about? The village that had never truly been home? The people who saw him as a shadow, a reminder of tragedy?
Yet, as he sat there beside Mira, he felt a flicker of something — not hope, but perhaps the faintest echo of what it might feel like.
Mira stood, brushing off her dress. "You don't have to carry it all alone, Damien. Whatever you're feeling, whatever you're going through... you don't have to keep it inside."
Damien didn't respond as she walked away, her footsteps fading into the distance.
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That night, Damien lay in bed, staring at the wooden beams of the attic ceiling. Mira's words replayed in his mind, mingling with the whispers of the void and the images of the fractured sky.
He felt as though he were on the edge of something, though he couldn't say what. A precipice, perhaps, or a decision he didn't know he was making.
For the first time in a long time, Damien felt the faintest stirrings of curiosity. Not hope, not courage, but a question: What if?
What if there was something more?
He closed his eyes, and for the first time, his dreams were not of the void but of the rift in the sky.