Campus adventure (18+)

I walked out of the bathroom very slowly wishing I would just disappear from there and appear in my hostel without getting to see him. He asked me to sit down, I sat at one end of the bed while he sat at the other end. He then asked me again why I didn't tell him that I was still a virgin, I couldn't say anything. He went further to say that I made him go against his oath of not having sex with a virgin more like breaking a girl's virginity because it was more of a covenant to him plus that there was nothing pleasurable about it. He kept on ranting on and on, the way he was saying it with anger and disgust was what got me angry and I immediately lashed out at him saying 'how would I tell you when you were all over me seducing and making it very irresistible, if there is anybody to be angry here it should be me and not you because you just took advantage of me, took away my virginity, my pride that I have been keeping for all these years without even a consent from me, is that how you behave? You cannot spend a night with a woman in your room without having to touch her? A woman that was fully clothed 'cos I was not wearing any thing revealing or seductive, I was only wearing a regular pyjamas'. He took the words from my mouth ' that I shouldn't even try to play the victim here because I was not a child and that any woman that came to a man's house and even went ahead to spend the night there knew exactly what she was looking for and that I got exactly what I was looking for'. I couldn't stand the sight of him nor the degrading words that he was vomiting from his mouth and I hurriedly stormed out of his apartment with all fury heading straight to my hostel, while in the shuttle all I did was not to embarrass my self the more by busting into tears, by the time I got down from the shuttle and was walking towards my room tears was already flowing down my cheeks, I just ran into my room, shut the door and sunk into my bed and cried my eyes out, I was so ashamed and disappointed in my self, now I am no longer a virgin, Kudos! to my stupid self, I have been used and dumped.

Freedom actually comes with a price and I just paid mine and might still pay more if I have contracted STD or get pregnant. Pregnant! that was when my mind crossed it, I immediately started browsing for what I would take to prevent it, I couldn't ask any body 'cos I wanted this shame to remain and die with me because I would feel worse if any body was to know about it. I went back to Ifite to a pharmacy store and shyly got a morning - after pill, I went with an extra black nylon so that no body with get a glimpse of the shape or the name of what I went to buy, thank goodness my roommates have all gone to school, I got home home quickly took the drugs and burnt the packet to ashes, packed out the ashes, cleaned and ventilated the room so there wouldn't be any trace of smoke. I was now hungry I have cried out all my strength, I prepared something simple and ate and slept like a baby.