Choosing my Yandere Best Friend

*Ash Pov*

Jax is being very strange. He doesn't like her anymore? He was obsessed with her. Infuriatingly so. He absolutely would not listen to reason.

He doesn't know I placed another bug on him this morning. I placed one on his phone, but something happened last night. I think his Father hurt him again. I couldn't hear anything.

So I placed another bug. I didn't have a lot of time this morning so it's only in his pocket.

Oh if I could only bug up his house. He never lets me come over. I know why though. His parents. Oh his parents. I wish he would let me kill them.

I would not hesitate to torture them to death. No one would ever question it. I would take care of everything for him.

Though if Jax ever figured it out... I would die from the look he gave me.

I shook my head, focusing on the problem at hand.

I know there is something I don't know. He not only didn't react to her crying, he revealed something like that on purpose.

I watched the cameras on my phone. He was waiting for that student. He made it sound like she and him did it. If the rumor spreads, it'll ruin her virgin reputation.

Not that she is. I bugged her too.

Jax did everything for you. That bitch didn't care at all.

He is working so hard to get an apartment when he turns 18. Even then he gives so much money to her. She just squanders it like an ungrateful bitch.

He does literally everything that she asks of him. Though she just goes around with other guys. Even though those guys know. They know all the work he has put in.

She keeps leading him on. It just pisses me off. She even flirted with me. She believed she actually had a shot with me. I wanted to just cut her open and let her bleed out on the floor. Watch her struggle in a pool of blood.

Though Jax loves her so I can't do anything.

Did it finally break him? Is he going to try to kill himself? No he can't!!

I won't let him! 

I have to keep him close till I figure it all out. I can't let him die no matter what. I have put up with a lot for his sake. I will do anything he wants, except let him die.

Though his actions though strange don't seem very suicidal. More… I guess hateful.

Though does that mean he actually hates her now. I smiled. Yes, I hate her. She is terrible for you. I'll find you a better girl. She'll be as desperate as you are. Prettier than that whore.

Though he did say some strange things this morning. He called me husband.

I wish I could set that as my ringtone. I will for when he isn't around. Oh if only he could like men. If only I could make him love me.

I thought of turning him gay. Though every possible way I've found will hurt him. It'll change who he is. Give him nightmares. Make him fear me. I don't want that.

He must be happy and smile everyday. I'll find a way to get rid of Lexi. She is useless anyway. It'll be easy to get her kicked out for cheating or something similar.

The Quarterback eh. Leo is a total whore. He also likes money. I can probably pay him to set her up. Enough for him to keep quiet as well. Or I can just get him in trouble as well. Get him kicked off the team. There is no way he doesn't know what he's done. He just doesn't care.

That's how it is when you can get whatever you want. Everyone is just beneath you.I might be time to put that golden boy in his place.

The bell rang and I left the study hall heading to the cafeteria. I looked at my phone to look for Jax. He was heading to the cafeteria as well so I just went on in.

I sat with my other 'buddies',  so annoying. I just want Jax. I only want Jax. However I can't make Jax worry. Hehe, It is nice when he worries.

Despite my annoyance at these children. I greet them, sitting where I can see Jax.

I don't know why he is wearing a scarf today. I do like it though. I should add one to his birthday present list. It's his 18th soon. I'll get to give him a lot of stuff. 

What's the point of having money if it's not to find ways to spoil Jax. If it makes him smile I'll do it. Even if it's only for a second. Though he was smiling a lot today.

I still can't figure out why. I guess he really is happy to be without her.

To my greatest surprise Jax did not go to his friends to eat lunch. I saw him look around a bit. I heard him mutter thew the bug, "Ash Ash where is my husband?". Though he literally brightened at the sight of me and walked over.

Hold on what?

He said it again. He called me husband again. What is going on with him? Is it a joke if he thinks no one can hear him?

As he approached I casually took out my earbud. It was a special order. Wireless and not noticeable. Can't let anyone catch me.

Oh it's so nice to see Jax. His clothes aren't worthy to be worn by him. They are so old. They probably aren't comfortable. Poor Jax.

He is smiling at me. Ah, it's so beautiful. "Hey Ash!"

His angelic voice rang through my head. My name wasn't perfect till he said it.

Jack looked confused at Jax's actions. "Wait, is he actually joining us?"

How dare you! Jax may do whatever he wants. If he wants to bathe in blood I would not hesitate. Get out of here if you have a problem with that.

He looked at me and poked my side. "So when's the wedding?"

Ah, a wedding. Jax in a tuxedo. The thought alone is causing me problems.

I smiled and waved at Jax. "Whenever he wants." I say to Jack.

Although I say it like it's a joke it isn't. I could make a call right now and have our wedding in an hour. It would be no problem. My parents would be there.

Jax came over and set his food next to mine. I thought he was going to go grab a chair to sit next to me. But he immediately sat in my lap.

My mind went blank. Repeating one word.

Jax.