Chapter 56: Wings of Ambition
The corridors of Hogwarts have always felt alive to me, like the castle itself was breathing—alive with footsteps, whispers, and laughter echoing off the stone walls. But today, as I walked through them, everything felt... distant. Like I was moving through a world I didn't quite belong to anymore, but I wasn't sure why.
I moved with the flow, like I always did, past the groups of students chatting and the younger ones running down the hall to their next class. I kept my head down, trying to shake off the growing restlessness that had taken root inside me. Hogwarts was my home, and yet it no longer felt like it used to.
I was Cedric Diggory—the dependable, easy-going Hufflepuff. Everyone knew me, but did they really see me?
I was always the nice guy. The one who helped with homework or joined in study sessions without complaint. I smiled, I did the right thing, and I stayed out of trouble. Simple. Easy. But lately, it wasn't enough. I couldn't shake the feeling that something more was waiting for me, something I wasn't sure I even wanted.
It all started with Solace. The golden-haired whirlwind of a boy who seemed to float through life effortlessly. He never seemed to care about rules or expectations, yet somehow, people followed him. They listened to him. And when he'd looked at me, I'd felt something shift inside me.
"You've got something, Cedric," he'd said, sitting lazily in the shade of a tree, his eyes fixed on the sky above. "People notice you. You could do more than just be 'the nice guy.' You could lead."
At the time, I'd laughed it off. "What's wrong with being the nice guy?" I'd asked, though there was a part of me that resented the question.
But Solace just smiled, that knowing, almost mischievous smile, and shrugged. "It's not about being nice, Cedric. It's about being more. People listen to you, even when you don't try. You could lead."
His words lingered long after he'd said them. I remember how I stood there, feeling a strange tug inside me—a pull toward something I couldn't explain. Could I lead? Me? The quiet, unassuming kid who'd always been content on the sidelines?
That night, I sat in the common room, the usual warmth of Hufflepuff wrapping around me like a comforting blanket. The flickering fire in the hearth cast a soft glow over the room, and my thoughts swirled, refusing to settle. I glanced around at the students talking, laughing, doing what they always did. But today, it felt different. A little out of focus, like I was standing in the background of a painting I hadn't asked to be part of.
It was easy to slip into my role—the dependable one. Help the younger students with their homework. Offer advice when needed. Smile, nod, and be that steady presence people could rely on. But as I watched them, I couldn't help but wonder: Was that really enough?
Solace's words wouldn't leave me. "You could lead." Lead. The idea sat heavy in my chest. What did it even mean? To lead meant to stand out, to take charge, to make things happen. It was a responsibility I wasn't sure I wanted—or even knew how to shoulder.
I'd always thought I knew what my future looked like: study hard, pass my exams, and follow the path my father set for me. Work at the Ministry of Magic, like he always suggested. Safe. Predictable.
But now, I wasn't so sure.
I looked down at my hands, the familiar weight of my wand resting in my pocket, and I felt a strange spark of something I couldn't quite name. What if Solace was right? What if I could be more?
I sighed and leaned back in my chair, my thoughts swirling with a hundred unanswered questions. For the first time, the idea of leadership didn't seem so foreign. It was as if the door had cracked open just enough for me to see what lay beyond it. And it terrified me.
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The day of the Quidditch match arrived faster than I expected, the air thick with anticipation as students filed into the stands. I was supposed to feel excited—this was my first time seeking in an official match, after all. But instead, there was a strange weight on my shoulders, like a thousand invisible eyes were watching me, waiting for something.
I pulled my robe tighter around me, though it didn't help with the cold prickling at my skin. I tried to push down the feeling in my chest. It was just a game. Just Quidditch. A match like any other, right?
But as I passed through the locker rooms, I couldn't shake the feeling that something was about to change. My thoughts kept drifting to Solace. He hadn't spoken to me much today, which was unusual. I half expected him to pop up out of nowhere with one of his cryptic comments or sudden bursts of energy.
I found him at the back of the pitch, standing against a stone pillar, his posture relaxed but his gaze sharp as he watched the teams preparing. He didn't even look at me when I approached. He never did, not when he had something important to say.
"Solace," I said, my voice steady even though the flutter in my stomach betrayed my nerves.
He glanced over, his golden eyes catching the sunlight, making them look almost otherworldly. That slight curve to his lips was the closest he ever came to a smile, like he knew exactly what I was thinking, even though I hadn't said a word.
"You nervous, Cedric?" he asked, his voice light, almost teasing.
I shrugged, trying to appear more at ease than I felt. "Nah, just another match."
Solace grinned at that, the kind of grin that made you feel like he knew something you didn't. "You're a lot more than 'just another match,' Cedric."
I gave him a puzzled look, but before I could ask what he meant, he stepped forward, placing a hand lightly on my shoulder. His touch was light but firm, grounding me for just a moment, like he was trying to steady my thoughts.
"You've got what it takes, you know. Don't let this game make you forget that," he said softly, the words rolling off his tongue like he had all the time in the world to say them. But there was something in his tone, something that made me stop and really hear him. It was rare for Solace to offer advice—let alone encouragement—so I felt the weight of it in a way I wasn't used to.
Then, he leaned in, his voice dropping to something more conspiratorial. "And don't get too caught up in the idea of winning. It's not about who's better or faster. It's about what you do with what you've got. So, go out there and show them you're more than just 'the nice guy.'"
I blinked, confused, but before I could ask him anything more, he turned and began to walk away, his figure disappearing into the crowd of students. That was Solace for you—cryptic, elusive, and just a little bit maddening.
I was left standing there, his words echoing in my mind.
It was like a spark, a flicker of something new. I wasn't sure what exactly it meant, but I could feel it—it was there, deep down, a quiet stirring. Solace wasn't just reminding me of the pressure of the game, or how important this match was. No, it was something else, something that had nothing to do with Quidditch at all. It was a reminder that maybe I could be more than I thought.
Maybe I was already more.
I shook my head and took a deep breath, forcing myself to focus on the match. There was no time for this kind of thinking now. I had to be sharp, clear-headed.
But that feeling—that spark—lingered with me, and I couldn't shake it. Not now. Not ever.