Chapter 28 - r18
Chapter 28
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I wasn’t so foolish as to not understand what Su-jeong Noona meant by “aroused.”
However, the fact that she didn’t use a more direct term showed her consideration,
And for a brief moment, I was tempted to rely on that consideration.
‘No, that won’t do. I’ve been relying on Su-jeong Noona’s kindness too much, she must have reached her limit.’
Changing my mind, I took a deep breath and gathered my thoughts.
Su-jeong Noona waited patiently for me, and even after I spoke, she didn’t immediately question or criticize me.
“A while ago… I hugged Geum-bi Noona.”
“Yes.”
“The reason was, similar to yours, Su-jeong Noona… that I wouldn’t react to my sisters unless I was adopted.”
“Yes.”
“But a man’s instincts, you know. At first, I really didn’t have any feelings.”
“Mm-hmm.”
“But as I kept hugging her… it was nighttime, her skin was warm, and her heartbeat was so loud…”
“Mm-hmm, *gulp*.”
“…I became ‘aroused,’ like you said, Noona.”
“Ugh…!”
My confession ended there.
If I delved deeper, there was the aftermath of going to Geum-bi Noona’s room,
But since Su-jeong Noona’s question was whether I was aroused or not, this should be enough.
‘Right? The conversation has already become suspicious and embarrassing enough.’
I had lowered my head at some point and subtly averted my gaze from Su-jeong Noona.
But even though I had finished speaking, Su-jeong Noona remained silent, only the hand on my thigh transmitting a throbbing pulse.
‘Is it fast? Or normal? It doesn’t seem slow….’
Even a doctor or psychologist wouldn’t be able to understand her feelings just from her pulse.
It would have been more accurate if she had held my hand. I carefully tried to touch her fingertips, but… they ended up falling back down.
“Ji-gu.”
“Yes, Noona.”
“There wasn’t anything else with Geum-bi after that, right?”
“……!”
Su-jeong Noona usually seemed gentle, but when she was firm, she was firmer than anyone.
She was like this sometimes when scolding Geum-bi Noona or Hwa-yeon, and now she was pressing me with that same tone.
“There was, wasn’t there.”
“No, Noona, that’s… Uh?”
“There was. And I, knowing nothing, let Geum-bi sleep next to you.”
“Ugh, Noona? My thigh, it hurts… Ouch.”
Was she angry?
Su-jeong Noona squeezed my thigh tightly, and I winced at the pressure that triggered my muscle aches.
But even if my face was contorted in pain, it was nothing compared to Su-jeong Noona.
Glancing at her face… it looked calm and emotionless, making her inner anger even more palpable.
‘It might be better if she just scolded me openly like Geum-bi Noona… *Gulp*. The pain, the pressure, it’s driving me crazy.’
Would she look down on me if I asked her to choose just one?
Just when I thought it would be better than having my leg broken… the pressure on Noona’s hand eased, and her body moved closer to mine.
“Huh?! N-Noona?”
“Ji-gu.”
“Mm… yes.”
“Then, how was last night?”
“Huh? Wh-What?”
“Geum-bi slept right next to you last night too. Did you… get aroused then as well?”
“No, that’s impossible! Look, Noona. What I told you about earlier was a complete accident, it happened because we were hugging for so long. Normally, I don’t have those kinds of thoughts at all- Wah?!”
As I struggled to prevent the scope of her questioning from widening, Su-jeong Noona, who had been moving closer, suddenly pounced on me.
Already off balance, I couldn’t resist and fell back onto the bed, looking up at Noona, who was now on top of me.
“S-Su-jeong Noona…? Why are you suddenly doing this?”
“It’s a test. You said you did this with Geum-bi too, right?”
“No, with Geum-bi Noona, we were just sitting on the sofa, hugging face to face- Uh?!”
“Lying down like this is the same as hugging, isn’t it?”
“W-Well, the area of contact is similar, but… that’s…”
Su-jeong Noona lay on top of me, her stomach and chest pressed against mine.
As a result, I could feel her cheek, shoulder, collarbone, breasts, and so on against my upper body.
And her lower abdomen, pelvis, and our legs, now intertwined, made my toes curl.
‘Calm down. Noona’s just doing this because she’s upset, don’t panic. Yes.’
Determined that if I lost my composure now, it would be the end,
I clenched my toes, fingertips, and even my lips, trying to control my pounding heart.
But even though I tried my best, I couldn’t control what was happening inside my body.
“Your heart… is beating really fast, Ji-gu.”
“Uh. I-It’s just my imagination.”
“No, it’s not. I can hear it so clearly that I can even count your pulse.”
“…Yes, it’s beating. So please don’t count it.”
Su-jeong Noona slyly pressed her ear against my left chest and listened.
After some thought, I raised my hands in surrender.
“I give up, I give up, I admit it. I sometimes get aroused by Geum-bi Noona and Su-jeong Noona. Are you satisfied now? Please get off me.”
“Sometimes? Really just sometimes?”
“…Lately, it’s been more frequent.”
“Lately? So you were often aroused even before we fell asleep together?”
“No, ugh… let’s talk after you get off! How long are you going to stay on top of me?!”
It seemed impossible to talk my way out of this with Su-jeong Noona on top of me.
As if every part of my body was being exposed with each question, I struggled and pushed her off.
“Ugh… Noona, I’m really not like that. Whatever you’re thinking, I’m not the kind of guy who has those kinds of thoughts about my sisters.”
“Really? And you know what I’m thinking?”
“……Anyway! We’re family, right? We’ve lived in the same house for over twenty years, we’ve been close since we were young. We became a bit distant after becoming adults, but… you know that, right?”
“I thought I knew, but lately, I’m not so sure.”
“Noona?!”
“Heheh, I’m kidding, I’m kidding. The last part was a joke, hehe.”
Having finally separated, I desperately pleaded my case to Su-jeong Noona.
Fortunately, it seemed to have worked to some extent, as she showed a bit of understanding along with a laugh at the end.
‘If only the last part was a joke, then everything before that must have been serious… ugh.’
Even so, I had lost too much in this conversation,
And since I had revealed that I had been occasionally aroused by the two Noonass lately, all that was left was to await Su-jeong Noona’s judgment.
“…Huu.”
“Ji-gu.”
“Yes, Noona.”
“Will you look at me?”
“Y-Yes… Noona.”
With a deep breath, I nervously shifted my gaze.
Su-jeong Noona had been smiling just a moment ago, but now her expressionless face was directed at me.
“I don’t know much about men’s bodies… but I understand to some extent. It’s not like I don’t know what kind of person you are, Ji-gu, and we’ve been together for a long time.”
“Noona…”
“You didn’t do it on purpose, right? It must have been hard for you too.”
“Yes… that’s right.”
“But still, as your older sister, I can’t just overlook this.”
“Yes… that’s true. I understand how you feel, Noona.”
Even if we didn’t see each other romantically, it was standard practice for siblings to have separate rooms once they reached puberty.
It wasn’t from a lack of trust or unnecessary suspicion, but rather a clear sign of respect for each other.
‘This must be a similar issue. It’s not something to be scolded for, but it can’t be left as is either.’
I slumped my shoulders, waiting for Su-jeong Noona’s decision.
I figured she’d probably say we shouldn’t sleep together anymore, or if we did, we’d have to sleep in the living room with some distance between us.
…That was the extent of my prediction for the future.
But Su-jeong Noona’s anxiety seemed to be beyond my expectations.
“I thought about sleeping separately from you, Ji-gu, like before.”
“Yes.”
“But… that’s impossible for now. While talking with Geum-bi yesterday, I realized I couldn’t give this up.”
“Oh? Really?”
“I’m sorry. It must be hard for you too, but I’m being selfish.”
“No. I said it was okay, and I’m mentally fine with it.”
“…But physically, you’re not.”
“That’s… as I’ve said many times, it’s not something I can control.”
Su-jeong Noona blushed and glanced at my lower half, and I also subtly hid my reddened face.
“It would be too much to ask you to control yourself at night, right? Now that Geum-bi is sleeping with us too.”
“…That has nothing to do with it. It just reacts on its own.”
“That’s true. You also said that men get erections in the morning.”
“C-Can you not be so blunt? I’m the one who told you, but it’s still embarrassing.”
I covered my eyes at the conversation that was now beyond embarrassing and bordering on shameful.
I thought it might be better if I couldn’t see, but it only made Su-jeong Noona’s voice clearer.
Therefore, what she said next was definitely not something I misheard.
“If this situation can’t be changed… I’ll help you when you’re struggling, Ji-gu.”
“Huh? What?”
“Geum-bi can’t, but I can. When you need it, Ji-gu… you can use me to take care of it.”
“Huh? ……What?!”
I removed my hand from my eyes and stared wide-eyed.
There sat Su-jeong Noona at the edge of the bed, legs together, hands clasped demurely, face flushed, and lips mumbling.
“I, I don’t know much about that kind of thing… I can’t really take the lead, but I’ll still be helpful. I, I might look like this, but I was quite popular with men.”
“Wh-What, Noona. Do you even realize what you’re saying…… No, this is crazy…!”
Perhaps because she had already said it, Su-jeong Noona looked at me confidently and kept talking,
But her eyes were darting around, and her neck and earlobes were bright red, making me think she wasn’t in her right mind.
‘After Geum-bi Noona, now Su-jeong Noona too? Like sisters, they’re even similar in this aspect?’
To be precise, there was a difference in the details.
Geum-bi Noona, who said she would ‘take care of it’ for me, and Su-jeong Noona, who said I could ‘take care of it with her’… regardless of the difference, both statements were shocking.
‘They’re definitely biological sisters. I think I’m the adopted one, I’m sure of it. Mom!’
I wanted to call her immediately and confirm the truth,
But unfortunately, it was Mom’s work hours. And the hospital would be busy, so I couldn’t bother her in the morning.
“Um, Ji-gu…? Are you… not satisfied with me?”
“Huh?!”
As I was too flustered to speak, Su-jeong Noona, seeming anxious, moved closer again.
Thinking that I absolutely couldn’t be close to her right now, like before, I desperately tried to persuade her.
“Ugh, well, wait a minute…! Let’s talk again after I shower!”
Waving my arms frantically, I quickly dashed to the bathroom.
I ran into Geum-bi Noona on the way out, but perhaps because of the kiss yesterday, she blushed and moved aside.
I turned on the shower and cooled my head with cold water for a long time,
But my burning skin showed no signs of cooling down.
‘Use me to take care of it? You can take care of it with me? This crazy Noona, does she even realize what she’s saying…!’
I squirted a lot of shampoo into my hand and roughly scrubbed my head.
As if to mock my excuse of shampooing, half of the liquid dripped onto the bathroom floor.
*Plip, plip.* Looking at the white liquid falling between my legs,
I had a thought I shouldn’t have, and Su-jeong Noona’s body, which had been in the room with me just moments ago, flickered in my vision.
Su-jeong Noona… was only wearing a white sleeveless shirt, without a bra.
‘And she lowered her head, pressed her body against mine, clinging to me, ugh.’
I really tried not to,
But my right hand was already gripping my lower half.
As if to mock my efforts at the gym,
I bit my lip and squirted more liquid around the shampoo on the tile floor.
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