My Life & How It Has Changed Me Book 5

Chapter 2-1

First Time

Part 2

Jody said. "Come on, boys, I am hungry, and I still want to have hot sex in the rain and a hot shower." I thought that included me as I slid out of Cindy watching everyone leave the room. Becky quickly took my hand and said. "Stay I want you to show me what it means to go around the world and how it feels to have a massage. I hear it is the bomb from everyone that you had given one to."

Evan asked. "Are you sure? Because he doesn't need to be here, I know how to do it and would prefer to do it alone here or in your room." Becky nodded, and I rolled my eyes. Man, I am so going to hell for showing my sister how to have sex and the best foreplay ever.

I said. "If Cindy wouldn't mind, considering I would be giving her the royal treatment and we wouldn't be having sex in the rain with our friends."

Cindy laughed, and I cringed when she said. "Yes, if that's what you want for your first time, it certainly would be better than my first time having wild sex, so sure why not? We will just have our own sex in the rain tomorrow night when you come home just me and you." I looked at the clock by my bed. It said it was 11 p.m. Time flies when you are having fun and slows down when you're not.

I got off the bed and opened my closet where my backpack was for my overnight sex stuff. I kept in it. I pulled out my favorite lotion passion berry and my box of twenty-four flavors. I figured if Becky wanted Evan to give her the royal treatment and he gave the money back I might as well let him give Becky the royal treatment.

I gave a little smile and said. "I want you to tell Susan everything that Evan's going to do to you every night. He's with you. For I doubt she even experienced what you are asking for when it comes to playing my games. I normally don't play the game around the world because of what Shawn did to my brothers at home. But for you and because you apologized and called a truce to our war, we have with each other for one night only. I'll show you some of my secrets that I have learned from my adoptive parents and my three mermaids. I pointed to the picture by my bed. The only pictures I had hung were my three mermaids and Dillon. Mr. Stringham had them blown up so I could hang them on my wall at my mother's house. It is also the first picture I remove before leaving to go home.

I took my place on the bed and said. "Simply put, around the world means sex three ways, orally, which you have already done and second is sex with your sweet spot, the third is through your butt."

Becky cringed as I did when I said it. I was hoping she would say maybe we would skip that part. Instead, she said. "Ok let's do it." I knew Evan did not have a problem with it because I had seen him do it enough times with some of the girls I had been with.

Mom opened the door, bringing in a plate of sandwiches and a six-pack of soda. I had my stash of horny pills and my other as well. Mom said goodnight to us and closed the door. The rule was that if I was in my room; the door was to be closed and locked. Greg had his own key to get in, beside him, and Chad was busy with Jody in the backyard, having sex in the rain.

I envied them a little as I looked over at my sister. I cringed, knowing she wasn't as pretty as the girls I normally have sex with. She had lost most of that childhood beauty and would soon need braces on her teeth. Already showing that if she did not. That no boy would want to kiss a mouth that looked like a donkey when she smiled. It wasn't pronounced yet, but I knew the signs because I too had the same problem a lot sooner. This caused several of my adult teeth to have to be pulled and I wore braces for almost two years when I was eleven years old.

Becky wiggled with anticipation as she rolled over onto her stomach. She watched as Cindy made herself ready as I put the lotion on her back and replaced my penis with two condoms and covered it with lotion. She explained it's better if you relax and not tighten up and the lotion makes it so smooth that the boy's penis slides in, but it does hurt the first time, but afterward it's like pure heaven." Cindy got on her hands and knees, and Becky did likewise. I closed my eyes because I hated this part. I lined up where I needed to be and did it real quick and smooth until I was all the way in.

Cindy moaned with pure pleasure as Becky gasped when she realized what I had just done. I whispered in my mind please back out, please say no. I heard the loud scream, the scream I feared. The sound of actual pain. I watched Evan comfort her and said. "I am all the way in. Just relax the pain will go away."

Becky had tears in her eyes and saw more blood trickling down her legs. Cindy took Becky's hand and said. "If he stops now, you'll never want to do it again. Trust me, the first time is the worst for the first few minutes, then it's pure heaven. The second time will not hurt as much and by the third time, you will be begging for it." Evan asked if she wanted him to stop.

Becky said. "No. I have heard other girls say the same thing. I just did not think it would hurt as much because the other did not."

Mom opened the door, hearing the scream of pain. She asked Becky if she was alright. Becky said. "Mom, go away. I am fine. It just hurt because it's my first time … Evan, ride me as you have never done before. I change my mind." Becky kept screaming in pain for a few more moments. Cindy held her hand and Mom rushed overtaking the other.

She kept asking. "You want him to stop?" Becky kept shaking her head no. Evan kept going slowly and hard. Becky soon stopped screaming in pain and relaxed then her screams became pure pleasure.

Telling Evan to go harder and don't stop. She screamed. "Oh God, Please don't stop!" really enjoying it. 

Mom laughed and asked if she could join us. Becky didn't hesitate because that secret was so out of the bag knowing Mom was having sex and it wasn't with our father. She simply did not care. It hurt knowing that she knew that my mother was right. My father was a beast and treated her like trash. Becky said funning her. "I guess I will just have to deny that this never happened." It made us all laugh as we slid over, making room for my mother and Dave. It was like listening to howling wolves as my sister screamed and my mother screamed, mixing their screams with Jody's outside on the back lawn right by my sister's bedroom window.

When we had all climaxed, we were hot and sweaty and panting. Becky laid flat on my bed and said. "That was awesome. Best first time ever." Evan lay on top of her and kissed her as she held him in his arms.

He said. "Eric and Greg taught me everything. Everyone used to call me rabbit because I was done in a matter of minutes doing it quickly and dirty. Ever since they taught me and Jim Bob what girls really want? We have more women and girls ripping our clothes off than ever we had before. So how do you feel about taking a shower with me? Instead of sitting on the side of the tub and watching me like your sister does."

Mom growled, and Becky caught the anger in that growl. She knew Susan liked to watch me shower and as well as sneak into the boys' locker rooms to watch. She said. "I am tired of watching. I want to kiss and touch every inch of you. Susan can suck rocks when I can have a whole naked boy all to myself, or maybe two." We watched her hand slide over to Dave's penis.

Mom said. "Not tonight dear, only one boy at a time, besides he's all mine tonight, and no, none of this ever happened." She leaned pulled Dave close to her and kissed him hard and deep and played with his penis, before getting up and off the bed and said. "Good night, and remember we have to get up early."

I groaned and said. "Yes, Mom I know."

Cindy said. "We set the boy's bedtime for one o'clock." Mom nodded. That was acceptable and closed the bedroom door.

Evan and Becky allowed us to pee first before they climbed into the shower together. Susan was sitting on the couch in her nightgown as we walked past her. Neither of us said anything when she groaned, seeing that we were still naked. We had just sat down at the table having a quick late-night snack when Susan went down the hall and opened the bathroom door and screamed. "You little slut, I hoped you enjoyed having sex with your brother because it will be your last. And now I find you bathing with a naked boy with his penis in your hands and his fingers inside of you."

Evan growled. "For your information, she did not have sex with her brother. She had sex with me. Becky's not a slut or peeping tom any longer like you are. She asked me to bathe with her. So, I can pleasure her even more, with love, sex, and foreplay. Now get the hell out."

I heard the bathroom door slam shut and Mom yelled to Susan to go to her room and stay there. That next time she comes out she will lock her in there until it's time to get ready for school. I heard a slap across bare skin, and heard Mom stumping down the hall with Susan in front of her, Mom's face was red with a handprint.

Susan growled. "I am so going to tell my father everything."

Mom grabbed her by the arm and spun her around so fast and said. "Go ahead little miss perfect. Tell him and everyone about us and tell him how many boys you had sex with. Tell him all about how you sneak into boys' locker rooms and watch them shower. Tell him how you got all those porn magazines. And when he has me drive you girls to the doctor's office and find out you and Becky are no longer virgins. What do you think he's going to say and do to you and come home and find videotapes and an entire list of boys you have had sex with over the past six months?

"Becky will get off Scot-free because there is no evidence against her, no bill of sale no videotape. Nothing that says she had sex, other than using a fake penis, which he will happen to find in her room. Stating that's how she lost her virginity, not by some boy. She'll have everyone here backing her up, and you will have nothing but your word of lies. He'll beat the living shit out of you, hell disown you, and most likely kick you out on the street.

"You think about that as you decide what you're going to do next. Which perhaps that is why no boy will have a snot nose little bitch, who will turn around and stab you from the back. Why do you think I paid those boys to have sex with you? I hoped that if you did your attitude would change and you would stop trying to tear my family apart. You always create trouble, so your father takes it out on me and his sons. Your games of control are over. Now get out of my sight." Mom pointed to the stairs, but Susan stood there and spit in her face.

Mom grabbed the wooden spoon and raised it. I screamed, and that's when I lost it. I was reliving a nightmare. I became unstoppable as I pushed over the table, and took action. I kicked the wooden spoon out of her hand spun around and knocked my mother to the ground. All my rage, all my pent-up energy, came to the surface. I did not see anyone but her and me, and she was my abuser, not my mother. I picked up the wooden spoon and broke it and tossed it. I remember having my hands around my mother's throat, choking her when the lights went out.

I woke up with the phone ring off the hook. I was pinned down and handcuffed to my bed dressed only in my boxers. With Greg, and Jody were on one side of my bed all wearing a robe with wet hair and Mom too was holding my hand crying, wearing a robe as well, begging me to wake up. With three spent tranquilizers next to me. I groaned, feeling dizzy when I realized what had happened. I opened my eyes, seeing the red marks around my mother's throat and on her arms.

Mom cried even more when she saw my eyes were open. She reached for another tranquilizer and then asked me. Where I am and what's my full name? She hugged me when I said. "I am in my room and my name is Eric T Rothwell." She asked me what the T stood for, I said "Tiger."

She said. "If you said Shepherd or Eric J one more time, I was going to tranquilize you again." I tried to remove the handcuffs, but they were the real thing. I noticed my watch was blinking. Soon understood why the phone was ringing off the hook. The door opened and Officer Kenly and Officer Knox were in full uniform. Asking me if I was me again or if I wasn't.

Mom said. "I think it's him, Tom. He said his name was Rothwell, not Shepherd. Only name that his current self knows. I asked him what the T stood for, and he said Tiger." Officer Kenly grilled me, asking me the question that only my current self would know before he released me from my handcuffs. He took out a pocketknife and cut off my watch and smashed it into several pieces, then picked up my phone and canceled the alert that I was in danger.

I cringed when he said my adoptive parents were on their way. I knew we were in serious trouble and this time; without a doubt, it was my mother's fault and mine. Officer Kenly gave the all clear sign telling everyone else I was back to normal. Like me, they were all decent except Becky and Evan. Who had been locked inside Becky's room?

I did not ask why, knowing that was mostly to hide the fact that a seventeen-year-old was having sex with a fourteen-year-old girl. Not knowing who the cops that responded to my watch when it sent out that I was in trouble. Officer Knox and Officer Kenly did not care about that. In fact, they both seemed rather pleased about it.

It was almost two in the morning when Mom and Dad arrived. By then, all the action was over and the cops who had come were all gone except Officer Kenly and Officer Knox. Mom put on a brave face as she told them exactly what had happened. I waited for the shoe to drop and told my mother that she had just made the biggest mistake of her life. Yet Mom and Dad said nothing of the kind. Instead, they hugged her, and Dad said. "Next time think first, before doing something that stupid with him watching or even in the same room.

"Even more so when you know that it can happen because of what you have done to him in the past. I even forget how any type of action like taking off my belt or a spanking or slap across the face can cause an episode when we are punishing our children and him. But he trusts me, and he trusts my wife not to hurt him, as you and your husband did. It has taken us three years to build that trust. It will take the rest of your life and his father's life, and he still won't trust you.

"If you told me that you would never do that to him again a year and a half ago, I wouldn't have believed you and you know it. My wife trusts you and I trust you as well as my family trusts you, or we wouldn't let him or them even near you.

"We wouldn't be walking out that door and saying goodnight, kiss our son goodnight, and leave him here. Knowing that he is safe with you here in this home. With his father being so close. That if he walked in that door this very second, you would protect him with your last dying breath. That's exactly what we are going to do. This never happened. When his caseworker calls and his grandmother calls, we simply say that his watch malfunctioned."

Dad and Mom hugged me and kissed me and told me goodnight. Dad whispered he had a surprise for me when I came home tomorrow from school, but I better be a good boy to see it. He gave me a hard quick spank on my butt, and I caught the undertone that said. Not to let it happen again, or else. Just because I was sixteen, almost seventeen, did not mean I was too old for a spanking.

I watched them leave as Mom handed me the phone, telling me it was my grandmother. I cringed, looking at the time it was almost three in the morning. I took a hard swallow and said. "Yes, grandma it was just a malfunction, and I don't have a single mark on me."

After she was satisfied, I hung up the phone and apologized to my mother for hurting her. She said she'd live and groaned when I hugged her. I opened her robe, seeing more red marks where I hurt her. I felt really, really bad because I hurt her again during one of my episodes. She tried to tell me it wasn't my fault it was hers. I still said I was sorry. She hugged me, and I kissed her hard and deep, having her moan as I released her.

I took one of her breasts and cupped one to my mouth and teased her nipple, and asked if I could have hot and wild sex with her. Just me and her in my room, she said. "No, not too night son, but I will take a rain check because it's way past your bedtime on a school night."

I looked at the clock and cringed and said. "Mom, it's three in the morning. We will have to get up in two hours, anyway. How about you give me a full massage instead?"

Mom rolled her eyes and caved in and said, "Alright?" When we got back to my bedroom Greg was on my bed naked stroking himself, Mom said. "You boys are so bad."

Greg smiled and said. "I heard you say something about a massage. And just couldn't resist, everyone else was worn out, so I looked at the clock and said hell why not, considering we weren't going to get any sleep." Mom removed her robe as I slipped off my boxers.

Mom had Greg and me get into spider position and slipped on an open condom as she stroked me to a hard state. She said. "Just quickie boys, and then we were all going to sleep." She climbed in between us, giving a few hard thrusts then gave me a silly grin. Climbed off us and took us both orally.

When she had her snack, she gave us each a full massage and turned out the lights. She lay in the middle as Greg, and I took a breast and worked like a piston of an engine and stimulated her until the alarm went off. Mom groaned because we all had been up all night and now, we were all going to have another long day. I told her she could have the shower first while Greg and I fixed breakfast. She did not complain. In fact, she kissed us both and said. "I am sure going to miss you guys when Eric goes home Sunday."

Greg said, "But it will be a hell of a Sunday because it's stake conference. I will just tell my parents I am going to church with Eric."

Greg gave me a fist bump and helped me with breakfast. Susan came up the stairs after Mom unlocked her door, putting my sheets into the washer. She growled angrily, seeing that Greg and I were still naked. She growled even more. When Becky and Evan came down for breakfast, they, too, were still naked.

Evan gave Becky a whisper as we watched Evan take a seat and Becky straddled him right there at the table as they kissed and had sex right in front of her. Becky asked Mom if it was ok if she went home with Evan and spent the weekend with him. Since she wasn't going to be home anyway, and Aaron was going to be at Bishop Earls until Friday. Mom said. "You still have to go to school, but I have no problem with that."

Susan growled. "Mom, you said no sleeping with boys or dating. "Always making me come home before it gets dark," they said. I had to wait until I was sixteen. Now you're letting Becky date and sleep with a boy. Dad is going to be so angry when he finds out."

Mom shrugged her shoulders and said. "I wasn't paying the boys to sleep with you. They wanted double for that. Evan is doing it for free, isn't that right, son?"

Evan stopped kissing and said. "Absolutely. I'll take her to school and pick her up each day after school, but Cindy invited us to her house for a bath party and dinner on Friday. I thought I would accept the invitation and throw in a movie at the drive-in with the rest of you." Susan gasped, looking at us as if she had never seen us before.

Greg said. "Sounds fun sis, can Eric and I come?" Taking one of her breasts and cupped it to his mouth teasing her nipple, she giggled. "I had planned on it, so we girls could groom you boys and have wild tub and movie sex." Dave came in with Jody and like everyone else, except for Susan, they were both naked.

Dave said, "Sounds like lots of fun." Placing the hotcakes on the table as Jody placed link sausage and the warm maple syrup.

Susan said. "Well, I am not going."

Mom said. "I believe none of us invited you. So, you can stay home all by yourself doing homework, and I'll have Officer Kenly and his boys make sure you stay right in this house. Or spend your time locked in your room. Now let's eat. I have to be on the road by six-thirty, so Eric can be in school on time. I will have an entire list of chores for you to do to keep yourself busy while we are gone."

Greg and I hurried as we quickly showered and dressed in our new school clothes. Mom was just finishing her list for shopping and the long list of chores for Susan. Telling her she'd have to fix her own meals and that he was more than welcome to invite her father to the house while we were gone, but he needed to be gone when she came home.