Chapter 473: Unmasking Heartache
In the end, people always have a way of revealing who they are. You just have to give them the space and time to do so; no mask can be worn forever. The thing is, when he did remove his mask, it hurt me the most. All I wanted after that was for him never to take off that mask, but it was too late, and he had already dumped me.
It was really sad and devastating after he left because he was the only person I trusted. I was completely vulnerable with him and gave him everything I could to make him happy. But no matter what I did, it was never enough for him, and he didn't even appreciate what I did. All of my efforts were just like a dust cloud to him, disappearing in a couple of days.
The problem is, I fell in love very deeply with him, and now I regret it because I have to suffer the consequences and try to move on from him. Despite my attempts, I can't do it. He keeps coming back to my mind, and I can't stop thinking about him no matter what. I hate myself for it, and my friends hate me for it too. I lost everything when he decided to walk out on me.
He messed up my life. He took away my courage, my kindness, my smile, and my joyful side. When he walked out on me, all I could think was: What did I do wrong? Why is this happening to me? Why did I have to fall so hard for him only to be hurt in the end? He was the person who should have been there for me and cared for me, but all he brought was endless pain. I'm not sure how long I can bear it, but I will try my best to survive this. To you, stranger, I wish you happiness, and I hope no one else has to be in my position.