My Platinum-Blond Childhood Friend Is So Pretty

117 – 41. The Platinum Girl Who Wants to Have a Baby -6

“You know.”

“…….”

“I hate the thought of being apart from you. I want to spend time with you like this, happily, every day.”

“…….”

“You also know that, right? It’s not just that. I really want to have our baby.”

“…….”

“Besides, we’re going to get married anyway? It’s just a matter of when. In that sense, it doesn’t matter if we have a baby early or late…”

“…I can do it today.”

“I can too. But can we get married without a proposal?”

“Are you kidding me?”

“Sorry. Anyway… even if we do, our hearts are the same, but… because of the military, having a baby right now would be too much of a burden on our parents. Even if they say they’ll help, I don’t want to put them in that situation. It’s not like they can just help us out.”

“…….”

“Don’t you hate burdening our parents with our problems, Eli? They’ve already helped us a lot by letting us live together.”

“……That’s true.”

If we had gotten pregnant without using a condom, or even with a very low probability of it happening despite using one, I would have accepted it. I would have done my best for our child.

Or maybe.

If we had the conditions to raise a child on our own, I would have wanted to have the fruit of our love with Eli.

But it wasn’t like that now.

I didn’t think I was mature enough, but I knew that having a baby would be a burden on our parents rather than us. Earlier, I just gave in and accepted it, but… I felt strong pressure to yield to Eli, who is both my daughter and daughter-in-law. It was clear that it would be a burden.

Of course, I always prioritize what Eli wants, but when it comes to problems that we can’t handle on our own, it’s different.

Like the issue of having a baby now.

It wasn’t just a financial burden.

“And if we have a baby due to reckless behavior, there will definitely be people who will talk badly about us.”

“…I don’t care.”

“I don’t like it because of you.”

“…….”

“I don’t care what people say about me, but I hate it when our family or you have to hear bad things.”

“…….”

“It hurts me more to hear one bad comment that you might hear than to hear a thousand criticisms about me.”

“…….”

“Don’t you think so?”

“…Yes.”

There aren’t many people who would openly say such things to my face, and we might think it’s okay as long as we’re happy, but…

The world isn’t that simple, and even we, who are still young, know that.

Eli would also know that.

It’s not a problem that can be solved just by saying “I don’t care” or “I won’t think about it.”

My girlfriend, who always seems to do as she pleases, wouldn’t ignore the rumors and keep pushing forward.

But this time, I’m a bit trapped because I’m not going to the army.

And.

“And Eli.”

“…… Why.”

“Don’t you find modeling fun? You get to wear new clothes and do those photo shoots.”

“……”

“We also promised to go to a concert with Soyeon and Juyeong at the end of summer.”

“……”

“Do you remember when we said we’d go to the hot springs in the winter? We even talked about going to Japan if we had the chance.”

“……”

There were a lot of things I wanted to do.

Not just me, but Eli was also enjoying the modeling photo shoots and had made a lot of promises with Soyeon and Juyeong.

And like when we went on a trip to Busan, it’s not like we didn’t have fun just driving around in a car.

We both loved going on trips together.

“If we have a child… of course, if it’s our child, just looking at it would make us incredibly happy, and later on, when it grows up, we can expect to have a lot of fun with the three of us.”

“……”

“That would mean you’d have to give up a lot of things right away. I was worried about that, so I said that.”

– Crunch

The moment I finished speaking, Eli’s grip on my clothes tightened.

It was as if we were one body, stuck together, filled with a sweaty and sweet scent that lingered in the air.

Eli slowly lifted her head.

Her face, which didn’t seem to be crying, looked more sorrowful than ever.

“You… can you not see me for over a year…?”

She asked.

It wasn’t like Eli didn’t think about what I had said until now.

But because of this, the fact that she wouldn’t be able to see me for a long time made her feel stubborn.

Well, in reality, we could use our phones, take breaks, or even have a meeting, so saying we wouldn’t be able to see each other for over a year was a bit of an exaggeration.

But I didn’t need to bring up that logical argument, and instead, I answered her while holding her forehead.

“It’s hard. I don’t even want to imagine it.”

“……”

“Still… okay.”

As for me, I didn’t have a solution to this problem either. Whether it’s a year or a month, once I enlist, we’ll have to spend time apart, and that’s unavoidable.

“I’ll also miss you so much that I’ll die, so I’ll come back as soon as possible.”

All I could do was comfort her with gentle words.

“I’ll contact you whenever I can, and when I get a break, I’ll definitely spend it with you.”

“……”

“I’ll do everything you want me to do until you leave. I’ll stick by your side. Since you miss me that much, I’ll also miss you… I’ll charge that up.”

You love me too much and love me even more.

It was just me telling my girlfriend, who didn’t want to be apart from me for even a second, that I felt the same way.

“So, will you wait for me? At our place.”

“…….”

“What was it called again? Something about a bear? I’ll be your bear.”

“…….”

“I’ll also come to visit you when I have time.”

“……”

“Eli, aren’t you coming? I’ll wait for you every day.”

“…I’ll go, once a week…”

“Thank you. I love you.”

“…….”

“I love you.”

“…….”

“I love you~”

“I also love you, so be quiet.”

“…….”

“Who’s going to shut up completely.”

“I love you.”

“You’re just saying it with words. Why are you only doing kram? You said you’d do everything and talk, but what are you doing now… Hmm…”

Has the sadness finally subsided?

My girlfriend, who had been acting awkwardly and shyly like usual, started to pout and was about to say something, but I stopped her with a kiss.

In the warm blanket filled with body heat, we shared a deep kiss.

“Ah… Ah…”

The pure kram we used to have was now replaced with a passionate adult embrace, filled with lustful thoughts.

Our innocent and shy kisses were now replaced with a grown-up’s kiss, entwining tongues and mixing saliva.

Before we knew it, time had passed, and we were worried about my military enlistment, and such small incidents would occur.

Every day was a dense and unforgettable one, but looking back, it was just a fleeting moment.

It’s probably the same with the military.

I hope it will be like that.

Honestly, I didn’t want to go either.

“Tsip… Yeah…”

Eli, who was quietly leaning on me, wrapped her arm around my neck and licked my lips and tongue.

As she did so, she subtly tried to turn her body, but it was clear she wasn’t trying to get on top of me, but rather pulling me up onto her.

I matched her intentions and got on top of Eli, looking down at her.

Our lips were still intertwined, and our eyes were still locked.

“…….”

“…….”

Perhaps the dispute about who was more possessive… or maybe Eli’s stubbornness had finally come to an end here.

I know Eli is being stubborn, but… it’s because he loves me too much.

There was no other solution anyway, so I think it’s enough that I’m comforting him like this.

Thanks to that, now…

He’s making up for not being able to kiss me much on other days by passionately tormenting my lips.

And then Eli finally opened his mouth again.

“…I’m sorry today.”

“No, I’m the one who should be sorry. I know your heart, but I couldn’t do anything about it.”

I consoled Eli, who was apologizing in a small, embarrassed voice.

It wasn’t just something I said; I really meant it.

Other people might think differently, but to me, he just looked cute.

Especially when he was worried and angry, going to vent to his friends, and even thinking about whether I had eaten or not, and then coming back immediately to make me dinner… it made my heart flutter.

“Have you calmed down a bit?”

“…Just, I still don’t want to let you go. I don’t want to, but… I’ll think about it again later.”

“Yeah. I’ll do everything to make sure you don’t have other thoughts, so you won’t be lonely.”

“That’s what you’ve always done. You’ve… always listened to me well. Except for this time.”

“Do you know my heart?”

“…I know.”

-!

A short kiss, and a smile spread across Eli’s lips.

“I know your heart… all of it.”

My girlfriend’s beautiful, smiling face fills my vision.

It was a short happening.

It wasn’t a big fight, but I think we won’t be able to fight more fiercely than this.

I know Eli’s heart, and Eli knows mine too well.

“Ido-yoon.”

“Yes.”

“Take off my pants… for me.”

“Just my pants?”

“Are you going to say something silly?”

“Sorry. Do you want to practice making a baby?”

“Do you want to? I’ll have a baby that looks like you later…”

“Have a baby?”

In response to my question, Eli, who still had his arms around my neck, gave a sly smile.

“I’ll make you pregnant today… like that.”

“……”

“We’ve already prepared everything with a kiss… so fill me up right now.”

“……”

“My heart is also yours, so you can do whatever you want with it… eat it like a baby, play with it as you like… hurry up…”

“…Eli.”

“I love you so much.”

“Please hug me tight.”

I gazed down at my girlfriend, who had surrendered her scorching hot body to me, and wrapped my arms around her while pulling down her pants and panties with one hand.

I whispered in her ear.

“Eli.”

“What’s wrong…”

“I have a condom under my pillow. Can we just do it for a bit?”

“……”

“Are you disappointed?”

“…No. You said we’d do it later.”

“Really?”

“I got impatient and forgot.”

“I know, I know. I’ll get ready right away.”

“……You’ve placed them all over the place…”

“Eli? What did you say?”

“Nothing.”

I trusted my lovely and endearing girlfriend.

How could our Eli, who was talking to me like this, say she’d give birth later?

It was impossible that she would keep that up until the end.

***

After the minor but troublesome pregnancy dispute with those around us had ended, Eli and I went out to apologize the next day.

We told our parents that we were sorry for being reckless, and we apologized to So-yeon and Ju Hye-ryeong for being a nuisance.

And after returning home.

Eli said to me.

“Sorry.”

“It’s okay.”

“I got angry for no reason and wasted a day. I originally planned to stay home all day yesterday.”

“That’s a shame. We can do it today… Ah, I have a shoot to go to later.”

“I Do-yoon.”

“Yes?”

“I’m ready. Since it can’t be today, let’s do it tomorrow. That thing.”

“That thing?”

“I have something to apologize for, so I’ll do it properly this time.”

“What’s… Ah! Maybe… puppy…?”

“Tomorrow, look forward to it.”

“I’ll look forward to it!”

“Heh heh.”