Chapter 16: Her Dilemma
Su Kang sat near Bai yunxi and put her head in his lap. Then used his powers to removed her deep sleeping state. He lit up an incense that is used by cultivators to relax their mind and calm their emotions.
Bai yunxi slept for four hours before she woke up. After feeling a presence near her body and her head on something else instead of a pillow, she became alert and afraid.
" Do not worry. It is me, Su Kang. You are safe." He said while caressing her head.
" Why are you in my room?" She asked aloud without any fear.
" We are leaving for another journey. Since I am pursuing you for real, it's a surprise for you."
She tried to get up from his lap but her body didn't move. She is surprised to hear this and confused as well.
" I really like you, Bai yunxi. I am not asking you to pretend anymore. You already guessed it, right. I was talking about you."
" Now I am asking you to give me this week so I can pursue you as a man. From now on I will not see you as Li Fang's mother but as a woman. "
Bai yunxi is left astonished and overwhelmed by his words. That fragile thin line which they were using to save their face, is now gone. Now he said everything clearly to her. There is no excuse anymore or face saving acts now.
" Su Kang, you should..."
" You don't need to give me answer now. Right now try to forget all unnecessary things. Just answer my questions honestly." He put his finger on her lip and silenced her.
" Are you still worried about Li Fang?" He looked into her eyes and asked.
"Umm, I am." She nodded staring at him.
He took hold of her right palm with one hand and caressed her head with other hand.
Bai yunxi is feeling embarassed but still looking at him deeply. She wanted to know his intention right now.
" I know if something happens to him, you will be worried. I did not go with him because I am not worried about him. Nothing will happen to him in this journey. I already have checked everything, it might be a little dangerous but Li Fang will be absolutely safe."
" If you are still worried about him. I can swear an Heart demon oath about his safety. Will that ease your heart?" He said looking into her eyes.
Bai yunxi heard his words and closed her eyes. She thought everything he said and how many times he risked his life for her son.
She knew he was sure about Li Fang's safety otherwise he would not be spoke about Heart demon oath.
" No, I trust you. I will try to not worry about him." she can't help but sometimes still worried about her son.
" Good. As long as you understand it. He will be fine in the Heavenly sword sect. He will be a disciple of it." Su Kang removed restrictions on Bai yunxi's body.
Bai yunxi get up from his lap and sat down but her hand was still held by him.
" Now except him, what is troubling you?" He asked again looking at her.
Bai yunxi is still feeling embarassed by his open intense gaze. She is not used to his intense gaze. But she is still thinking about his words. He is trying to erase all her worries.
She is touched by this effort but she will not say anything more. Hearing from his about her son, she is sure that her son will be fine. She didn't want to open her heart in front of Su Kang clearly.
Su Kang looked at face and used both of his hands to hold her face.
" If you do not speak then do not blame me for what can happen between you and me." He smiled mischievously at her.
Bai yunxi tried to escape from his hands but failed. She looked at his face coming closer to her face. She panicked instantly and said.
" You stop. Don't do this. I am old woman. " she is afraid of current Su Kang.
" You are only a dozen years older than me. My father is fifteen years older than my mother. I do know many people who has fifty year age gap between them. Stop making excuses." Su Kang said with sigh and took his hands back.
" Atleast give me valid reasons, please. Take your time, you can think all the reasons for rejecting me. I will hear those reasons tommorow."
" If your reasons are valid then I will not pursue you anymore." He left the cabin after saying it.
Bai yunxi is troubled by his sudden transformation. She knows that now she can't avoid this situation.
She has to give him valid reasons otherwise he might really do something to her. Just thinking about about it is enough to turn her face red.
Su Kang would not do something like this if it was not this sudden journey. He will giver her today all the time to think.
He did not stopped in the way. Bai yunxi was having trouble in the sleeping at the beginning but with the incense she unexpectedly fell asleep soon.
Su Kang prepared food and took it to her. She was awake and mentally prepared for the next conversation.
" Where are we going?" She asked in light tone.
" It's a surprise for you. You will know it later."
" I thought about it deeply. We can not be together." She said in light voice.
"Now tell me your reasons." he asked in light tone as well.
" You are a friend of my son. If I married you, reputation of Li family be ruined."
" I met you way before your son. If you think this is problematic then I will tell Li Fang about it and will break the friendship with him. "
" As for reputation of Li family is not something you should be worried. Most of the people don't even know your name. It is normal for people to remarry. If Li family was not stronger than Bai family then you would have been most likely married again."
" After your marriage Bai family was supposed to gain foot holding in the Qin city and you were supposed to gain cultivation resources but it had an opposite effect."
" Your cultivation path is lost and your family was suppressed even your parents weren't spared off."
" You gained nothing but trouble in the Li family. Instead you gave birth to a genius for Li family." Su Kang everything in light and slow voice.
" Li family's reputation is not tied with you. Li Fang once fought a man for junior sister Ying'er. That man was her fiance, he beat the man and took his future wife as lover."
"Do you find this kind of thing is good for your family reputation?" He asked lightly.
He even took his fiance in Central plains but that is something he can't say now.
Bai yunxi is shocked when she heard this. She did not something like this. Hearing Su Kang words her mind is filled with shame. Her own son not only took that man's fiance but he even beat him.
" Many high level cultivators has many partners. Many female cultivators has multiple spouses. There is a famous female cultivator in the Central plains who has five husbands. Her body constitution is different so many people are still coveting her." He spoke again in light and carefree tone.
This time Bai yunxi is speechless. She never thought something like neither ever heard anything like this. She knows that remarriage is common but a woman having many husbands is something she never heard of it.
Now she don't know how to refute him. In the world of cultivation, it is common to have many spouses. It depends how powerful or beneficial it is to be in such relationships. They don't do it because of love but most of couples are together because of common interest.
Su Kang is silent and looking at Bai yunxi. She doesn't know what to say anymore. She is silent and looking down on the floor.
" Do you still miss Li Xiao?" He asked in heavy voice.
This is something Su Kang didn't want to ask. Li Xiao is father of her child, although she did not spend many years with him but her time with Li Xiao may be unforgettable for her.
After hearing this question, her body shook a little. She moved her gaze from floor to his face, then she saw his face. It was first time she saw this expression on his face.
Su Kang looked at her face clearly, her eyes telling a unknown story that he didn't understand. She is silent and maybe she will not be answering this time.
" Okay, I will be taking my leave.
If you need anything, then tell me later." He left with a carefree smile.