Chapter 92: Chapter 91 (Tears and Thoughts)(S3)
Yu sat on the ground and started observing the match to find the flaws in their game.
After some time, Jiyu became a little bit exhausted so he took a small break. When he was going to a side of the stadium to sit, Yu called him by the hand movement, up and down, calling him.
Jiyu came and sat next, a little bit far, from Yu and said, "What? Did you called me for something?"
"... Why are not showing your actual pain inside you? Why are you acting like nothing has happened but from inside, you are totally broken." Replied Yu with also observing the match.
Jiyu was shocked a little bit and then said, "This... This is not like that. I have just moved on and I will apologize with Ishan and Sara when they will come together. There's nothing like that." Replied Jiyu with sweating.
"You can cry."
And Jiyu was shocked and actually some tears started coming from his eyes, but he suddenly removed it by his arms and said, "Why would I cry? I... I..."
And Jiyu now, can't control anymore and his eyes were being full of tears! The more he was trying to remove the tears by his arms, the more tears were coming and he couldn't control anymore.
Yu took crying Jiyu's head to her shoulder and said, "You can freely cry. It will give relief to your heart."
And Jiyu started crying loudly and hugged Yu and started crying on Yu's shoulder.
"I... I didn't wanted to hurt him!"
Whereas Aid was seeing them and Era, Eiro and Cyet were crying because they don't have someone like Ahi, Yu or Sara to share the deepest feelings they feel. And on this, Aid was happy that he has Ahi.
Yu started patting on Jiyu's back.
After 30 minutes of crying, Jiyu finally stopped crying and said, "Th... Thank you."
"You know what, I like you." Said Yu and realized that she has said something big.
All eyes at Yu once again.
"I-I mean your smile. I like your smile. You look better when you are smiling and joyous." Said Yu to fix her problem.
Jiyu kept on staring for a while and then laughed and said, "I-I guess you are right."
And Yu stood and Jiyu also stood.
"And... I am also sorry for thinking that you can't do anything for us when you joined. I know it doesn't matters because you don't know but I feel guilty for it now, so I am sorry."
And Yu was surprised that Jiyu accepted his mistake and apologize.
"It's alright." Said Yu and started leaving and then said, "I am going to take my bag." And she left.
"Uh...! I know I like him from the very starting when I saw him smiling in his match against Kagi School. Although I showed being serious to hide my feelings. But... What today happened was a close ones." Said Yu in her mind with being stressed.
"What closed thing happened?"
And Yu was shocked and turned with panicking that who heard her voice in her mind and it was Lisa.
"Hey... How do you know about it?" Asked panicked Yu.
"Calm down, calm down, why are you sweating so much? I just gave a guess on seeing you a little bit panicked but was always relieved that it didn't happened. But what "it" happened?" Asked Lisa, librarian, became curious to know.
"I am proud of you!!! Well done! Well done! You gave your first move of your feelings!" Said Lisa, patting on Yu's shoulder with force and breaking her shoulder.
"Uh, can't you stop patting ony shoulder tightly? It can break my shoulder."
And Lisa stopped patting and sat next to Yu and said, "Say, Yu, what do you think about me, will even ever get someone who will love me?"
Yu was going to laugh on this but when she saw Lisa, she was not looking like it's a joke and became serious and said, "Why not? God has already written everyone's love stories."
"You are wrong. You forgot that life is an unfair game. Most of the humans never got love even if they deserved it. There are actually a lot of things which humans deserve but never get. This is the rule of life. But those who understand this chose to be alone and live and enjoy life all alone without any fear of death."
Yu was not understanding that what has happened to Lisa, has something made her sad or something like that.
"By the way, Yu... Weren't you going to laugh when I asked that question? Huh? I was just trying to make you laugh." Said Lisa with smiling scarily and Yu couldn't hold herself from Lisa's scary smile and finally gave up and said that she indeed was going to laugh.
Lisa stood and said, "Now you go, pick your bag and train your discipels." And she started leaving.
Yu smiled, stood and started moving towards her classroom to pick up her bag and move back towards the stadium.
"Now I really want to become distant from Sara, Jiyu, Era, Eiro, Cyet, Aid and everyone. The reason is not that I don't like them. But... I think that they can deserve better without me. You see, Jiyu became a famous player in my previous life without me. And Sara must have got a better guy than me in that life."
Now, Ishan was back in his previous life old body of 28 and was in front of Sara, Jiyu and Ivan, they all three are simply a single god in their body form.
"And what about Cyet, Era, Eiro and Aid?" Asked God in Sara form.
"I have given them what they actually deserve. If I get involved a little bit more, it can also become worse." Replied old Ishan.
God, in Ivan's form, said, "Sigh, why are you so much negative in thoughts about yourself? Aren't you happy that I gave you another chance?"
Old Ishan smiled and said, "I... Actually never deserved it. Wasn't it better if I live another life as any animal or whatever and live alone? I am thankful that you gave me to change the mistakes but now I think... Now that things have became better, now no one needs me, technically. Even if I disappear, Jiyu and others will make a national team. Sara would also become good in sports and her poetry. Big brother would rise as a star. And all that."
God, in Jiyu body form, said, "Ok, I got it. You don't want to come back to time but you want to move on and everyone leave you. You are an interesting guy, I have given these chances to a lot of other humans and most of them failed again, but you are someone special that says these types of things."