The Mundane Journal Entries of an Ordinary Person

Season: Summer

Weather: scattered showers and humid heat

Day of the week: Wednesday

Date: 28th February, 2024

How could he! How dare he! Invading my privacy! Argh!

And that confession! Argh!

Heart melting. Huggable but ultimately, what was he thinking? What is he thinking? Is he trying to make me squirm? Cos I'm squirming. Squirming and wriggling like a worm in discomfort. At that... I don't know what it is.

In short, I think it's time to cut our losses, ladies. It's time to pack up and run. We can't stay here like this anymore. I don't know how to ask for my spare key back. It's too dangerous letting him keep it. Things are moving too fast. I don't know what his motives are, but something isn't right.

How do I tell him to go away? Stay away. Leave me alone?

I don't know how to deal with this. My heart is racing. My mouth is dry. My heart is skipping. I've never had to deal with this kind of thing before. What do I do?

I want to scold him. Scold him hard for betraying my trust and invading my privacy. Smack him. Beat him. Teach him a lesson.

Argh!

I'm so angry. I never want to see him again.

My heart hurts. My chest hurts. It really hurts.

This isn't how someone who truly lives and respects you should act, right?

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My dear Miss Jane Brown,

I see I appear to have been rejected. I apologise for invading your privacy and making you feel that I have betrayed your trust. I can't express just how sorry I am.

I will reluctantly return your apartment key when you have completely recovered and no longer need someone to check in on you, and are more responsible with taking your medication on time. But not before.

I don't want to find you fainted on the floor again like I have today.

Seeing as you would like me to remove myself from your life, I shall do so only when you can prove to me that you can life safely and healthily on your own. Please, please, please do look after yourself better. My heart won't be able to take it otherwise. It just about stopped when I found you passed out on the floor.

You may or may not remember, but you've been to the Emergency Department and back. Have a good rest. I'll visit again later this evening and stay over tonight. I'll sleep on your couch while I ensure your health and safety. So please don't be shocked when you wake up.

I cooked some food for you and put it in the fridge. Heat it up to eat later if I haven't returned yet. I have some work matters to deal with before I return later tonight. Have a box of Reshore as well. Ok?

I'll see you later, my pretty girl.

Hugs and kisses,

Your not so Stony Boss

Anthony Duin

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Groan. Is he going to leave love letters and messages in my journal every day now?

I'm going stop stop writing in my journal now.